Tuesday, August 9, 2011

..Turn the page ..twice


After a while you learn the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning,
and company doesn’t always mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses are not contracts,
and present's aren’t promises.

And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead...

With the grace of a woman,
not the grief of a child.

And you learn
To build all your roads on today,

Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much…

So, you plant your own garden,
and decorate your own soul...
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure…
you really are strong,
you really do have worth.

And you learn, and you learn…
with every goodbye,

You Learn…
(V.Shofftstall )

Friday, June 10, 2011

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Wednesday, April 13, 2011


A smile this big is just enough :)

Friday, January 7, 2011

small moments




Silas ... You will be 2 a month from today ..
No longer are you just the loud voice in the background ( well sometimes ..)
But you are becoming a big boy ..with thoughts and interests ...and things to share.
Still not fond of your own bed ..we must work on that.
But so incredibly cute ..and bright ..with the blues eyes and longest eyelashes I have ever seen ...
Every Morning you climb up on my chest ..rest your chin on your hands ..looking up at me with a huge smile and all these little teeth ..and say " monnnny ... thujhoo thhhsst and Me. Juice" ....Sigh :) I love you cutie pie ;)

Monday, January 3, 2011

Seriously ?

Lets See ... Wallet Stolen on Christmas Eve ( check )
585 dollars gone ..One Drivers License ..Passport ..social Security Card ..
Military ID ...all The Christmas Receipts ..Several Gift Cards and Pictures (check ..Check ..Check ) Gone

Strange Girl ramming into Van two days later ..leaves note on car ..$2942.53 damage .. ( check )

Ahhhh ... I have not lost it yet .. No OVER excitement.. No crazy Thoughts ..
Just deep breaths ..Moving forward ..minus my identity ect ..
Though these things always come in threes ..... Hanging on ..Just in case

Back to work tomorrow ... Thinking it is going to be one of THOSE days ..Cheers :)

Moments Today ..

If you are anything like me .. or have a household like mine you would know that no day begins quietly .. smoothly or without incident.
As a mom of three .. Not to mention being a part time parent to my significant other ... you have to be prepared for some excitment in your day.
We were forced into life this morning at 6:12 am by Fisher. He is not one of the two legged children .. but the wildest of the two four legged ones. He was up .. and something had him perplexed.. He was barking .. howling and bouncing his kennel all over my artroom floor.
" are you kidding me " I was thinking .. hair straight up ..heart pounding and all of a sudden realizing I was desperate need of a drink of water. So down the stairs i went to see what this wild animal could be so upset about. I checked the door first .. no one there. I went in to the room and found him frantly barking at .. himself .. yes , I apparently forgot to replace one of my large mirrors when I was moving things around.
I stood there him looking at me then his reflection and back at me .... Yes Fisher .. This is a very embarressing moment for you . He was now wagging his tail all chipper and happy to see me .. Great , I'm up.
I let him outside and turn around to find the three two legged wonders staring at me ..
" So .. mom , What's for Breakfast ?"