Sunday, July 26, 2009


Sometimes we spend what it seems our whole life searching for that one thing ... that one person who we just know or simply believe will make our life complete...
Sometimes we want it so badly that believing is all it takes to bring our dreams to life and to make them real. Because believing alone is half the battle.
But sometimes the battle never ends and those old demons never go away no matter how much you beg them to...No matter how many times you believe ...despite the new path you take each time...or how many times you ask ..
Nothing changes ...
Because it can't or they won't .
There are those who have simply not lost enough.. And there are those of us who have.
There is no in between ...there is no more next time ..
Sometimes the fantasy is so much better than the reality.. That is why they call it a fantasy after all..

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Moments Today ..

If you are anything like me .. or have a household like mine you would know that no day begins quietly .. smoothly or without incident.
As a mom of three .. Not to mention being a part time parent to my significant other ... you have to be prepared for some excitment in your day.
We were forced into life this morning at 6:12 am by Fisher. He is not one of the two legged children .. but the wildest of the two four legged ones. He was up .. and something had him perplexed.. He was barking .. howling and bouncing his kennel all over my artroom floor.
" are you kidding me " I was thinking .. hair straight up ..heart pounding and all of a sudden realizing I was desperate need of a drink of water. So down the stairs i went to see what this wild animal could be so upset about. I checked the door first .. no one there. I went in to the room and found him frantly barking at .. himself .. yes , I apparently forgot to replace one of my large mirrors when I was moving things around.
I stood there him looking at me then his reflection and back at me .... Yes Fisher .. This is a very embarressing moment for you . He was now wagging his tail all chipper and happy to see me .. Great , I'm up.
I let him outside and turn around to find the three two legged wonders staring at me ..
" So .. mom , What's for Breakfast ?"